May 30 Amarillo TX

May 30 Amarillo TX It was long night. Truck driver Kiki Latino .looking and voice taugh. What I need I'd a ride , noiy xa beauty contest I was excited to get ride by big truk. Amarillo 700 miles. everything is normal . When he bought food for me, the dar I thought of Christopher, at that time I felt I had only one thought it was chrisyopherc. . All tears .,he is going to retired from my mind, because I sometimes Jeff sometims Sam . Driver He play his toy i mybidy temptute immediately decreed 10 f , every hair stood up I was scare see I said no no don't do that , i grab his arm put his hand on the stir wheel , safety is the most important we both are in car. He said that ok . You see . You do for me . He's meaning was that if I do for him, he will his hands are free , will two hands control wheel , will bed safer than himself do . After a little while. He did again , I said no. After while he did again . I started to cry and beg him "don't do that . you scared me , I am too mucous " I tried to encourage to be better person , I pat his shoulder, said "thank you! " I found it was impossible to stop him . He offered $ 20 to ask me to play his toy. I answered "no" told him I am married I am christian . I was thinking where I should get out truck. I put in shoes and moved the bag pack to the front . Outside was dark . I was thinking to get out next down . But laziness kept me still with this person I absolutely don't like. That is samilar marriage or job , You don't like , but you are afraid to get out , it lazy to change . The good think was Kiki had never tried to touch me , but he touched himself too much . I couldn't do anything about that do I sat there looked outsaid , and kept prayer. May god help him to crect his mind, control his behavior and protect me. That samilar a person beside you play ing his gun ready to shoot, even you know he does not want to kill you , but you still feel nervous . Sencond morning he offered $30 to me , look , the price was getting higher. He drove wrong road ,when we into Texas I found the wrong , but I don't want to tell someone " you are wrong " Kilo is not a good tepermn person The truck engine is hot dingnal . Up hill I washed my face in mecdonald Charles gave ride to downtown. To looked for shelter , He drove a his empty house. He has 14 houses . But my hanberg I took bath felt so happy do lucky Than k god take care me