May 23. San Diego. 4th night

May 23. San Diego. 4th night Sam cooked breakfast,he was pretty good at this, fast and tasty. He asked what I wanted to see, where I wanted to go. Except the knowledge i got in the past two days, I still don't know what is what , where is where about San Diego. "that made things easy." Sam smiled. He gave me a Museum ticket, drove me to the Balboa park. And then he went to work. There are many art museums here. I went inside two of them. And rent a interpreter to hang on ear. It really helped me a lot. At least I avoided to misunderstand the virgin mother and holy infant as an earth woman and earth child. I am always humble about high level history art. Most of the time I just looked around outside. That made my eyes happy and my mind easy and my wallet picky. 4:30pm Sam came to pick me . He took me to next stop of our day trip plan: a beautiful beach. I just couldn't remember the beach name. That's ok, i forgive myself same as firgive others. Bible tells me so. There were many seals on the sand,on the rocks and in the water. Sam tried to take pictures. He is a very talented photographer. There were two pictures on the walls of his home that I really like. One is passionate life rounded cheerful people, another is beautiful light through darkness. I guess those are Sam's favors too. I asked Sam if i can have a photo together with him. as I said , I felt a little bit nervous with him. In the beginning, I thought the reason might be our ages difference. But I found that's not the main part. George is younger than Sam, I felt totally well with George going everywhere. Christopher is similar my age, but I am always nervous before him, sometimes even don't know how control my behavior. It might depends on personality and looking. more quiet your personality, more handsome your looking , that is possibly you would made me more nervous. There are too many ghosts in my hearts. Certainly Sam answered "yes" to my request. So we have a photo together with background "kids pool", I remembered now, it might be this name of that spot of the beach. Sam went away again, he told me he will come to pick me at 8:15pm, let me wait for him in Livingroom, a coffee shop. I understood " i wait for you in livingroom, not bedroom ." that's true, I sleep in the couch in his livingroom. He sleeps in the bedroom. If I wait in wrong place, things will change. We went to dinner in ximalaya restaurant, basically Indian style food. I like whole world food. Now, one more time tried to Haytt top. When we were getting close to Haytt, Sam said" I am sure he would like to take you here. " But the reality was it was Sam, not Christopher, took me here. The interesting thing was that when we got to the elevator,the note was there: the top was close on Wednesday. Sam might be right, God will let "he" , not Sam, take me there. So Sam with me walked a while. He showed me the official downtown of San Diego.That was very nice walk in cooler evening. the darkness degraded my nervousness with Sam. Thank you, Sam for sharing your time with me.