May 18, Oceanside.More writing

May 18, Oceanside.More writing It looked like the people in LA don't understood this picture: a person beside the road with a board writing "south 5" and thumbed up. I waited 4 hours. The blessed thing is that I always pray when i wait for a ride. so if I wait longer, I pray longer. Jose is a dark skin Latino. since the diver who drove me from Santa Barbra to Ventura downgraded my guys, I have become more careful for Mexican. George told me to keep away from Latino. I believe both George and i are not racists. many times Mexican drivers gave me rides. God can use anyone to be our blessing. I thank my every driver, including the one to Ventura, I even especially prayed for him more times: may God correct his mind, guide him to walk in His road,bless him with love. Some people need love, but might even themselves didn't understand, they thought they just desired sex. Jose was from washington state, going to see his mother. He dropped me on the entrance in Norwalk. It was close to Denny's store. Around the traffic lights intersection, I tried different places to catch ride. while I was waiting, a lady came to me,her name is Pearl, she had so much passionate to me, asked me " hungry ?" " you have only one pair of shoes? What side shoes?" I answered "today I just ate two piece of bread." and I have only one pair of feet. Pearl took me to Denny's to feed me. Her foster son Terry was there too. The hamburg was so good, it was the best one i have even eaten since I was born on the earth. She phoned everyone , included my sweet husband Sean , her friend or friends , her husband, ... told them she found a Chinese hitchhiking girl,25, or 30 years old, she was trying to help her to get out of dangerousness. " two days she ate only a piece of bread." i heard that, i was thinking; i said "today" , not"two days" . Pearl checked my ID card, wrote down my name and ID number, she wanted to drive me to society or what service to look for help. I recalled a Iran man in Santa Monica told me :go two blocks, there is a office , they will give you money. "Who give me money? "a government organization, they will give you money to send you home. Do you want to go home ?" Finally, by my leader Mr. Wills' suggestion, we got the agreement, I will take bus or train to Oceanside. She drove me to the train station. we passed by a building, Pearl told me" we have a big library,do you want to go there? You can stay here to read books."After she knew I can read,she wanted to give me whole library.I know she may doesn't want me to go to Oceanside, she may even doesn't want me to go back home either, she just want me to stay here, hold me in her arms and pour her love on me. The girl who works in the train station checked about the ticket. She was so agreed with Pearl, both them felt amazing that I even can speak English. Well, I stood on the forum now, Pearl came up and told me: " do you see that man with black shirt? Don't talk to him. ... bad ... " I was thinking she just over concerned about me, that man was at least 1/4 mile away, certainly I would not go there to talk to him if I have no nesseccery request to ask for. But that is possible I might say "hi" and give him smile if he goes this side and passes by me. I always think that there are too much misunderstanding between women and men. I think the relationship between women and men, is similar that men to God. If men want to fight with God, it is impossible to win. But men can receive blessings through trusting and loving God.Men and God are not equal. Men is from God, woman is from men, woman is just a rib , a part of men. Even not very important part. God give women's job is to love men, the source of their lives. The only thing women can do about men is to trust and love. When I hugged Pearl, I was almost in tears, I could feel clearly her love overflowing on me. She has been being foster mother for 25 years. Her heart is mother's heart. May God bless Pearl and Her all children.