June 4 , Corolado Springs . 2nd night.

June 4 , Corolado Springs . 2nd night. I cried in Jeff' arms, " I don't want you leave me." I know I have long way to go. Home, love, friends always weak my strength,every time I was so happy with friend. But when I left , I felt I became weaker. because I felt something taken away from me. Luckly, my another friend alway very quickly come to me and stay with me , His name is Jesus. Thank you, lord, Jesus, you never leave me. Jeff left to San Diego. I was going to Denver. I got a ride, the driver asked me where I go. I did not know. I wanted to stay here more days, I like "springs " this name. But Jeff left, so I thought I should leave too. My driver was going to west high way 24, he told me there is a very artisan town Manitou Springs , about 5 miles away. When i am confused, or i don't know where i go, I may just wanted to follow someone, so I arrived in Manitou. It is very beautiful town around mountains, people look like happy and relaxable. I guess the wondering ones are most tourists. I brewed several stores, basically are native American arts. I did see a spring, and tried water, it taste too much mineral. A young man came to fill his bottle. He was from hitherland Amsterdam , so I guess the wondering ones on the street are most tourists. I looked around, I had already walked out of town. I was thinking to try Denver again, So I stopped there and thumbed up. A young lady across street asked me "do you need a ride ?" she made a U turn. There were four persons in car , except driver, there were a young man and two different colors kids. She promised to drove me to freeway 25 entrance. When we arrived a intersect, she stoped there and let me get out. She said here is 25, you cross street to stand at the corner . All around are cars, the speed are 60 or 70 miles, she let me out here !! I tried several times to open the door , because too many cars passed by just several inches away beside our car, behind our car. Finally I got out of car , by her suggestion stood at the corner. I surely understood that's not right place. so I thought to walked back , I saw we passed a 25 north entrance , I had wanted to stopped there , but I mistake I thought she might be better than me to know the road. Now I tried to walked back to that entrance we passed. The terrible thing happened : I was walking on freeway. I did not know how far how I could get out of freeway. I though of "she would die ." when my niece husband Randy know I wanted to hitchhiking across the USA , he spoke such words. If any car happened accident, I would die immediately. I couldn't see any sign or entrance road. I felt no end. So I decided go back. She was right , that was not freeway, but there almost same amount same speed cars running on this road. I found a "exit" , my God, that "exit" sign is similar Jesus, I saw the road, hope, and life. If I say women are much more dangerous than men, I don't know who would agree with me. my friends concern about my hitchhiking , they might worry my driver rape me kill me. In their imagination , these drivers certainly are men, not women. A man might want sex, but a woman want your life. She can put your life in big risk or simply kill you by her good intention or crazy temperament or confusing mind. Most women don't pick hitchhikers, that is mercy from God for hitchhikers to protect their life safety. Thank God, His will is higher than ours . In my opine, I don't think women and men are equal. If you use law to "force" women to equal men, that is unfair both for men and for woman. I don't think women are sub-human either. Women are just a part of men. The earth is not the center of universe, that is ok , it is in the right place. The earth is not sub - universe, it is a part of universe. A wheel is not a car,not a sub-car, it is a part of car. Know what you are, where your position is, Men know they are men, not God, not equal God. Should obey God. Is that bad thing? That is wisdom. Women know they are women, a part of men, not equal men. Should respect men as head . Does that degrade themselves ? That is blessing. if I will not turn down woman drivers, at least I should take my own responsibility, know where I get out or don't get out of car. Thank God for his protection ! I stayed Corolado Springs two more nights. That is what I wanted. The Liz place is the shelter I have ever stayed . Rander is a blaze lady , she is most besutiful woman I have ever met. Perfect voice,