June 29, 4th night Milwaukee WI.

June 29, 4th night Milwaukee WI. Morning I got a massage from Ariel . He said they invited me to his girlfriend 's home for dinner , home made pizza . And stay there for the night. Bacause here is too hot.she has air conditioner . I was happy for these improvement. After 9:00am,I started a new day. I played flute on CVS, a man was working outside,he downloaded coca cole to the store. he asked me to play some songs and took some pictures of me playing flute. There were not many costumers. So I moved to Walgreens in another conner, I had good harvest there yesterday. There were serval people wearing T shirts with print " greenpeace" tried to ask for donation. A black young man named william told me what he is doing: the subject of greenpeace to protect nature. Wiiliam has a backpack, he hang it on the a post while he was working. I saw the bag is broken. I told him I can sew it for him. I took out the roll of threads with needle from my backpack. William worked hardly. he is handsome and smart,He spoke wisely to guide the people who stopped by. A man wanted to gave him the donationI,he said " I can't receive money," I answered " I can receive money." so the man drop the money in my tip hat. Sherrod came to check me several times during i worked in CVS and Walgreens. He already became a good friend in this new city. A black woman with a black face asked me: " do you have permission? Why you can do that for free?" I responded in mind: "i am not for free, I do this for money". I answered in my mouth: "yes,I have." God is my permission ,God send me here. God permit me this trip and permit me to play music in this spot. I don't want lie to anyone, but some people with black face and black hearts have some special habits : bother small persons. They think the main problem of the world is our such black colar workers.if all black collar workers were swept away, or cleaned out, the universe will become more beautiful. Some one think all beggars have no value,they should die. Beggars are great master to teach you sympathy. Other people can't gave you that lessons. They are from God. Disable son can be great person for his father , to let him understand , soften his heart. Donate his love to other same children. This little child is. Weakest person In the world , he even can't eat can't walk , but he can do the thing that even great speaker cannot do . My "lie" works well, no manager go out to let me leave. There was a woman declare she likes music. She asked me to play several songs. Until she felt satisfied. Evening william came to put a dollar in my tip hat. That was so nice. We worked together whole day. He sells greenpeace, I sell music. I like this active young man, I felt his love energy for life, he tried to catch anyone he could find and talk to them. He praised someone 'you are a good human " 5:30pm I waited for Ariel in Starbucks. He will come to pick me to his girlfriend Lynn 's place. When Ariel and I walked to the car, passed by William, I immediately went to hug him. I introduced Ariel to William"my host" , William immediately caught Ariel to sell his greenpeace. "Your husband... ". "not yet." Ariel said ." he is not my husband." I said. And then I found these two answers were some different from about Jeff. I just got a email from Jeff , he asked " "how was your stay with Ariel?" I was not with Ariel under the same roof. He was in his girlfriend 's place. I slept at his home, the felling was I could not breath, I could not sleep on bed, or couch, I finally found a cooler place: bare wood floor. So the answer for Jeff's question should be "too hot". Ariel is handsome young man , tall, wavi hair, dimples made his big smile much more cheerful. Ariel is surly more attractive than Jeff. But I don't know why I cleared clearly the truth to William : he is not my husband. That might be not only from my honest nature, possibly also something else. That reminded me that Christopher said why I am so easy to fall. I think he has some misunderstanding about my "fall". I know that he himself is the person Who let me truly fall and deep fall. I don't know about others, including Jeff. I felt easy, simply,naturally,comfortable with Jeff. And I am happy he likes to read my writing. Ariel will make pizza for dinner. We went Pick 's n Save grocery store to shop. Ariel is good at cooking, he made dough,become a big round cake, backed it, fried the vegetable, and then dress up them together, backed again. When Lynn came back home from work, the piazza was ready for table. We started to enjoy now! Today the temperature was much cooler than yesterday. I will have a cool dream.