June 22 chicago 3 rd night

June 22 chicago 3 rd night Today I was going to move to Richard's home. Morning I package every thing ,leave two bags in the sunroom by the door, if Jerry is at home ,he will drive me to Richard 's home. If he isn't , I will walk there . I walked to the store nearby, played flute. Grocery store is always the best place for busking, the problem is that they often let me go. I moved from Walgreens to Dollar tree to CVS. I tried street conner too. When i was in Dollar tree, a lady came and said " you cannot made noise .." I said"sorry" but she just couldn't stop , because if she spoke only one time , that was not enough to release her "emotion". Same as if you fall in love some one you want to say "I love you." everyday every time, you will not want to tell him or her only one time. So I understood why this lady "had to" tell me many times. When I saw her face, that reminded the cool man in Iowa city and another old lady in Fort Bragg, I found they three are amazing similar in their looking! they have same eyes non-refected light,they have same mouth splitting to beauty. they have same skin covered by darkness. I am not meaning they are black, the three all are white. The cool man is about 50, The two ladies are old. When people are getting old, they go different direction. some are older more beautiful, closer to heaven. some are opposite. I even don't want to write that word, so I say "opposite". After having clam cheddar soup and some kind of little bread as lunch, I felt sleepy. I went to McDonald to take break. A old man came to sit in front of me. His name is Art. He offered to drive me to beach. While we walked on the sideway of beach,we met a lady walking with her dog. She is Art 's neighbor. They started to talk. Art asked her if she would like to let me sleep at her home, she answered a absolute word"No". I heard that word and thought : woman's heart is really hard. They even have no any mercy or sympathy there. Her whole face writing: doubt, weird,fear,worry, strangeness... . This face is even very similar the cool man and another two old ladies 's . I was surprised by what i found: doubt,fear... are far away to love, they are much closer to hate. I knew Art was just for fun to ask her about letting me stay at her home, I have already told him I have 3 hosts in Chicago when he offered me his place. Along the road I made some people their big day. Art wanted to show me his home. When we was getting into the narrow road between the buildings, I felt a little bit nervous, by my own theory: old people are more dangerous than young people. young people have beautiful dreams waiting to come true. I don't worth them to take risk for their lives.they have beautiful wives in their bedrooms. But for old people, life is past, wife is old or died,they are already standing at the door of heaven or somewhere else. They even cannot perform sex in normal way,so they may tend to take risk in abnormal way on earth. Art's home is at the second floor in a big building. We did not talk much. My sleepy was working continuously in my whole body. I wanted to leave.I asked Ark to drive me back. He said " you are very easy getting bored." that's not true, I love life. But I was really felt boring with him, a 70 years old man, who lives in a empty house. I typed iPod under the tree until 6pm. I went back to Jerry's home and put everything in backpack , was ready to go to Richard 's home, my next host. Jerry's friend Jim came, they started to enjoy talking,snake and wine. They asked me many questions about my life. I thought that Christopher told me to listen to them because they are 60 years old they have experience for me to learn. But now they've already started a interview. It was getting to 7pm, the time I promised Richard i will arrive at his home. I called Richard that we may be late 10 minutes. At least I should not let my host worry what happened on me. Richard is nice enough. Jerry introduced me to him " very interesting, very brave.you will enjoy her." I was so thankful to Jerry, His life is a blessing. 100 countries and 1000 people, how much he received, how much he gave. God is graceful. I know I will do same. Richard is a pretty special person. From the beginning he refused my request on website, and later I got his "extent invitation." because after he read my profile he changed his mind, he decided to host me. He is in love with China, and in love with a Chinese lady Yuling. He will go to Beijing to meet her next month. I was excited for his plan, and suggested to call her right now. He answered " she cannot speak english." " I can translate for you." " I have no her telephone number." that surprised me. They have known each other online several months, but she did not tell him her telephone number? Another amazing thing was that Richard went to China on February to meet a girl." It didn't work out." he told me. The girl he met in Shenzhen was not same one on the website. Name, looking, age all are different. She and another translator together met him. I know China is almost the most lie country in the world, but I still surprised by such big lie. Every time when some people ask me about China, they or even myself may say "too many people" . But in fact I don't think " too many people" is the problem for China, it is too much lies! More people should have more strength more power, but lies can destroy beauty.it costs too much energy to discover the truth. Satan is the father of lies. In Bible,China (Qin) is the land of sin(sina). Someone may explain it simply, "China" and " sin" is from same word root. I am from China and love China, that doesn't mean I should avoid telling the truth to the world about my motherland. God is graceful God, we can receive His blessings through our faith in Him, walk in His way by His guide. Doesn't matter you are Chinese or American or anyone else. We all live on God and in God. I told Richard " you go too far" he in love now, he certainly doesn't like my such warning. " you hitchhiking, you go too far!" When we started to think what we eat for dinner. He showed me what he has in his freezerator: several bottles of water or soda drinks he brought from Shenzhen china on February, some seaweed, potato chips, candies ... All are from China. "you keep them, I don't eat" i told Richard, that are his treasures. So we ate instant noodles. Richard took out his computer to show me Yuling's photos. She is beautiful lady. A little strange thing is that the newest photos of her were taken in June 2008, they met online 3 months ago, Doesn't Yuling have any photos within recent 4 years? Mabe she just humble to show her beloved one the reality: we all are aging with time passing. But I was getting smarter, I didn't speak anything about that. Richard did not hire a person to come to his home to check what's wrong about his girl friend. If she wants to show him her youth and beauty, that's good. love covers his eyes, that's good too. Love is better than hate. May God bless them!