July 18, toronto canada ,

July 18, toronto canada , Last night I slept on deck. Morning i felt cold , i went inside to take some blanket. Later My ears heard the birds singing, My eyes felt the sun was rising. that was nice experience. little after 8am, Michael was ready went to work . We hugged and blessed each other as goodbye. He is very nice person, peaceful , with beautiful smile . Brian got up late. He said we will leave at 10 or 10:30.so I still have two hours. I tried to connect couchsuffering on kingston. Brian dropped me on the peace bridge , I walked across the bridge. That was excited experienment. Many big trucks went to the US through the bridge. I waved to the driver along the road , every drive waved back to me , no exception. The river is beautiful , the banks on two sides are beautiful. Walking from the US to Canada is a big interesting thing. I met a man who was pushed his bicycle coming to this direction. His name is Joe, he is American , ride bicycle 900 miles. When I reached the flags of two countries, and another flag in the middle. I know it should the line of countries .k took a photos of myself. I followed all signs for pesdetrant and bicycle , went through a dark dirty tunnel underneath the bridge to the costume. The first stop asked me a banch of questions, gave me a yellow paper, I noticed he wrote hitchhiking from ca. He sent me through walk path to another building. A police took me to another room, he asked me certain questions . And then let sit in the chair by the wall . He started to check my bag , I saw he worked very carefully , I took out very thing, opened every zipper, opened every cream or lotion 's cap.he counted my money, they are all one dollar bill. I deposited bigger ones in Buffalo. Finally he found something , he and another policeman and a police woman three study together. sounded the policewoman was going to do chemical test about it. Finally , the second policeman took it to me " what is this?" I stood up to go to take a look. " it's tea. Bitter tea. Because sometime my throat is pain, I drink tea instead of medicine. They released . After checking bag, A police woman came to check my body, let me take out all things from pockage . Pull up pants to show out , pull up shirt to show out waist. After done all check, the policeman took me to the front room, another policeman checked me, asked certain questions and then told me " we can't let you enter" . Mu? Because they don't think I can support myself. I showed them my bank card credit card , they said they don't know how much I have in the credit card.I said i don'd know, i have never used it, you may call my husband. I show them the deposit receipt , 50$ yesterday , $510 the day before yesterday . The balance is 1900 in the debt card. He answered " I saw that." finally he said " you are clean." I just could nt keep back smile, I asked " can you put a stamp?" " you want a stamp ?" he looked relaxable too now. So there is a Canada peace bridge stamp on my passport. I countered policeman several times in the US, I have been being nervous for a while to policeman. Now around me all were policemen. They told me no hitchhiking. I promised them " no hitchhiking. I will take bus" . I waited on bench, one hour passed, another hour going to pass. I was totally hungry. I thought I should do something, I tried to ask some cars to take me away, I just dont know how I can get out of custom . I asked a policeman where I can buy something to eat , he pint a McDonald behind the bridge, I went toward there. A person was worked on repairing on a post, I asked him , he told me " you can't go there. You go the sidewalk to the restaurant, they are same price. " when I walked to the reataunnrant , I found that I may walked out of custom from here. I bought a wrap in the restauntant, the lady who works there told me there is a bus station, I followed the direction she pointed me to looked for it. I did not walk far., and then I turned back to the opposite direction , I walked this way , very soon I found I've already out of custom. I felt excited with a little nervous. And I found the road to Toronto ,the entrance was just here. I stood there, put the backpake down I found I forget my sweater in the restaurant , I decided not back to take it. I will buy aother one in thrift store. I looked the custom, checked if there are cameras. Everything Is ok, I thumbed up. God is good God, within two minutes, a car stopped. His name is Tom, he is my first driver in Canada. Tom was going to st cathrina. He so nice , I mentioned stoped by Niagara falls , this is his hometown. He drove me to see the water falls. It is really different from Canada side. powerful and beautiful. It tells the glory of God. Tom is dating a Chinese lady online. He is going to china to see her. Amazing thing is that they have never talked on phone. "Because she cannot speak English. " that reminded the story of Richard, my host in Chicago. If she cannot speak English , can she speak Chinese? She may sing a Chinese folk song , that may help the relationship. Tom asked me " why Asian women like older men?" I don't think any woman , doesn't matter Asian or any other continent, like older man. I don't want to lie him. The whole world know that, some one just don't understand and believe it as truth. Tom insisted to ask me this question. And then He asked me second question " how young you will choose for your relationship ?" I told him" I don't choose" . This is absolute answer! I don't choose . God choose for me. 25 is more beautiful than 35, than 45, than 55than ... Who likes older man? No, I like younger man. This is just about phisical looking. There is always some one younger in the world. God makes it going well. Older man can be more beautiful in some where, but not here. You were beautiful here. God is fair. I love beauty, God is beauty, For relationship , someone is young (beautiful in phisical) and beautiful in somewhere too. I am sure I like him. If God has no this plan for you and him. You will cannot do anything . He is just your neighbor 's husband. If women like older men, the end of the world will come soon: no kids will be born. Some older men even believe that. I believe woman love beauty, men love beauty. I believe God gave you the one to love, doesnt matter older or younger. You can be beauty if your heart is with God. I like beautiful men. God choose the one for me . That's the answers for Tom 's two questions. I prayed for Tom, may he has good luck in dating China . I got second ride in just a few minutes. His name is Rob. He was going to Hamilton Go his home to pick pich , his wife looked for shoes for me , house next to lake , many pech trees. He dropped farther on beach spot , he gave a big bag peach Ed It was Very quick get ride, his name Ron. He delived me until the door. I gave half of peaches to him. Nina's father opened the door , 20 years ago I with nina to her home , met her patents . They are so nice people. Nina came back , she is still beautiful and nice as before. Interesting thing she told me , custom called her asked do you Know your friend is coming from the US. How did know her? Met in the US? Nina surprised for the call, thought I might have trouble. Nina's has two daughters , vanessa 16, and Selia 11,they are beautiful and smart. Evening Nina need to take Selia to piano lesson. I follow them together. The teacher is chinese lady, last name Meng, nina call her by teacher Nina knocked the door , when Meng showing there, Nina said , sorry , teacher Meng , we are late. Meng said in black face: yes, you are late. Wo, that looked serious . " this is my classmate, she is from the US." Meng even did not do any respond about this issue. For her I am just air. Can't be seen, can't be felt , can't be smelled.... We went inside. Selia started the lesson . At that time , she was totally same as her teacher. She sat there with long face. A old woman and a girl together before piano looked as a pair of enemy. I guess Selia doesn't like the teacher or piano. I guess Meng doesn't like her life or the world. During the lesson, i tried to catch good time to give Meng a sweet: " you are wonderful teacher. " Meng looks not not a humble person. " yes, I teach very clearly. " That reminded of myself, when someone said you are beautiful, I am so happy : " yes, I am beautiful . Everyone knows that. " my husband Sean told me, you may just say " thank you " Meng looked so proud of her skill on teaching piano more than happy for her life. her husband might did not tell her to say " thank you!" to the world, to her life, to God. I hour lesson was too long for me, the beautiful music became loud noise, my ears and my mind both were tired. I went out of piano room to living room. I need take a break. Finally the lesson came to the end. She declared emphatically : don't be lazy. If you are lazy, you can't be good even you are smart". I simply don't like a teacher say " lazy" to his or her students, even from their good purpose. I said goodbye to Meng, if I don't goodbye to her, it looked impossible for her to say goodbye to me. She look came to close the door, not see our leaving. I gave sweet one more time, your playing is so beautiful , I wish I live here , I will learn piano with you.". Yes, I play very beautifully." she has a amazing honesty. I hope she may show a smile with such virtuous at meantime. Meng made me a big laugh. I told Nina I have never got such treat even I ask for help from others everyday. I suggest her to change a teacher, if there id a second person who can teach piano in Toronto? try a beautiful one. I asked Selia: there are two teachers, one is old woman, with long face, told you "you are lazy. "Another one is handsome young man, patient and cheerful, which do you like? Tell your mother. You decide , don't let her decide. Lazy , teacher , mother should not use this word . When I worked in Safeway, Other people say sorry ,letting you wait . I say thank you for your patience . Sorry and wait are two bad things , we both are un happy . Thank and patience , we both have such merites . I choose positive words. God created the world by word. We are same. Our word is our world.