August 9 Philadelphia

August 9 Philadelphia Morning I stay on bed long , I thought it is only a hour driving distances from Trengton to Philadelphia . Rick doesnt need go to work , so the time is very flexible . About 10, erick mentioned we go to buy ice cream .i am ready to take bag, so I may leave after ice cream, but Eric said just half hour than we will come back home . He ride bycycle instead of driving car . So I just flowing him to ride bike, we ride to halo farmer market. I saw Many Fresh fruit , I just wanted to eat. It have been years that I didn't ride bike so far . I felt pretty good. Last evening I felt nervous, when the cars passed by. Today my nervousness was downgrade . I think my skill improved too. That reminded Christopher taught me to drive car. I thought I may can conquer the fear and be good at driving. He told me that. We bought three kinds of ice cream, we opened one to eat. And then stated ride back . Along the road Erik took me to see his several friends , one of them named Wills, same as my last name. We enjoyed some ice cream. They were sawed into liquid. We hanged on road long time , then erik took me his work shop. He showed me the photos on computer this morning. Now we came here. I like his workshop , he and his friends made many creative things here. New ideas place. It was messy dark and hot. But it was the favorite place for me in Trenton tour. Finally we got home. kasha was sitting in porch, I know she would be unhappy for me that I was still here. She showed me long face. I quickly packaging everything in bag and came to downstair, I asked erik to give me ride to the 95 entrance. He said he may drive me to the rout 1, I said that 's ok. Kasha just watch the computer, serious face, her eyes naver left the screen, some harsh words out of her mouth: Erik , my knowledge is very limit , if I know that, I don't need come here to wast time." When erik hold camera to take photos of me, I could feel her wrath is reach the throat, just ready to break out. What a pitiful woman . Erik just could not be fast , "take one more, " tried several. Finally done. I mentioned to take photo of two together. Kasha sounded didn't hear that , her face faced the computer, getting longer and darker, she wore shorts , when I came in , from her back , I noticed her legs big and short. Life is interting, Kasha is older than Erik 4 years old, with big short legs , and harsh personality to erik and his friends , at least a couchsuffer belong his guest. He resisters on coucjsufing website two years, I am his first couchsuffer. Kasha show me long face , spoke harsh words to her boy friend. I can't imagine they can host other suffers together after they get marriage , same as some couples hosted me. I fact , I have very good feeling if the host is a couple or whole family. In Madeson, when Erin opened the door, I felt really something different from staying at single man's home. Erin gave me the felling " this is home." I am a guest, I share this sweet home . This feeling stringer and clearer. In columbus , a couple with a 2 years old girl a baby boy in mother's belly, I felt so warm so sweet. Home , I love it. I love this stop. But kasha have me a shook. Any kinds women there are must some men love them . Kasha came back at 10pm last night, we ate dinner wait for her, I cook at 9:30 pm , just waited for her. I thought that's too late , I and Erik may eat and keep some for Kasha . But I just follow what Erik told me. If he love kasha , that's good. I just stay one night , even she let me out at midnight. That's ok too. I did sleep on street in new york. That 's God prepare me. Bible said woman is a rib, , I think I am blessed that I know that , I am just a rib, I should not be proud before men, I respect all men as my head.doesn't Matter how old how young. I prayed for Kasha, may she understand who she is , respect her boyfriend. Be blesssd . I me mentioned to take photo of them together. Erick asked lash seravel times , finally she turned around. She stood beside Erick. " you should go to take shower!" she know I am leaving. Just in one two minutes to take a photo of two together. She let him take shower . That because Erik ride bycycle with me, got hot, if erik get messy because he repair her mother 's kichen or cut wood for his father, would she say same words to him? I don't know she is unhappy erik spend time with a woman or just she doesnt like me , or doesnt like Erik host couchsuffer. Last night we wait for her until 10pm for dinner, I cooked and cleaned all things . She even never came to kichen to take a look, not mention gave a hand. I am waiting Erik gave me ride, kasha just hartoe face, watched Erik, asked him that this . I said I walked to the entrance, I hugged erik snd Kasha. And out of the door . This was first time my host has car but don't not drive me to the road. But in know life is besutiful. Doesn't mater what hsppend , life is besutiful . This is what I told my driver who drove me Boston. I am blessed by God, I know that. After confusing and waking and long waiting , I got a ride. He dropped me a place , two big trucks stopped, they go north, oposite directions , a car took me a short distance , another car took me to the subtracncd 95 . Lucky next ride is quick , he droped close the Philidelphia , I asked him to drive to my host address , he refused. He said gasoline is expensive . My next driver told me 5-10 times, the oil getting low,he cant drive me to the adress . I Got information to how I can Arrive at my host address. Bus subway bus.this became a lesson of patience training. The man who works in subway told me wrong no train . I waited hours for 34 . Finally I went to ask a woman in a little booth . She said there is no 34, I may take anyone excels 10 , to 47 street , and then take shuttle bus 34. It was about 8:30 pm when I arrive at Pat 's home. One hour driving distance. I spent 5and half hours. I hurt my arm, the bag mike gave me doesn't work well. It is hard to put it on back ,my left arm get hurt when I tried through the handle . I called Pat in subway , told him I will late. He sounded mornal person. But he is not . He is the most special host until now. Even stayed about 30 couchsfung home. . be " hello" me at 2am while I was sleeping . I was scared, i thought sleeping on street that even better than this . Very hot. No window . Open the roof window .Invite me share bed with him. 5 time whole night. His looking is very skinny ,j even thought he has desease . But he activities look a heathy person. He ride bicycle to work . He ride bycycle a month in western coast. He runs most evening. He speaks slow and voice is special and face is different when he speaks. I was scared, sudently wake up, he said " sorry, I thought you wake up, because I saw you turn over." he is beside me, asked me " if it is too hot,you are welcome to share bed with me. " He came to me at midnight 2am, just invite me one more time to share bed with him. If I am too hot. I think here is too hot , he may exchange place , that 's a very simple solution, another simple solution is to turn the fun a 180 degree. Wind will blow to me. He walked by me several times to bathroom. I don't why he went bathroom so many times. He asked me if I want to go to roof. He has ladder in the Conner. I thought if I go to the roof, he may push me out of building to kill me. This this middle night 2 am , I don't want to go to roof, even I like try new thing, but with this man, i felt too strange, scary. The whole night just this way , from time to time he came to check if I am too hot, if I like to share bed with him. If he is handsome enough , I may like this idea, but the reality is not. I was tired of his bothering, I simply take my sheet to his mattresse and lay down next to him. The Interesting thing is that he did not want sex or touch me, what he wanted me to do is to ask me to watch him. And. He watch me, while he play his toy until it is done , and he suggested me to do same , he watch me. If I do that , I don't want anyone watch me. He said that 's better than sex. My God, His children are really amazing. Finally he is done on his work. Thank God for this peaceful night. Morning I stay on bed long , I thought it is only a hour driving distances from Trengton to Philadelphia . Rick doesnt need go to work , so the time is very flexible . About 10, erick mentioned we go to buy ice cream .i am ready to take bag, so I may leave after ice cream, but Eric said just half hour than we will come back home . He ride bycycle instead of driving car . So I just flowing him to ride bike, we ride to halo farmer market. I saw Many Fresh fruit , I just wanted to eat. It have been years that I didn't ride bike so far . I felt pretty good. Last evening I felt nervous, when the cars passed by. Today my nervousness was downgrade . I think my skill improved too. That reminded Christopher taught me to drive car. I thought I may can conquer the fear and be good at driving. He told me that. We bought three kinds of ice cream, we opened one to eat. And then stated ride back . Along the road Erik took me to see his several friends , one of them named Wills, same as my last name. We enjoyed some ice cream. They were sawed into liquid. We hanged on road long time , then erik took me his work shop. He showed me the photos on computer this morning. Now we came here. I like his workshop , he and his friends made many creative things here. New ideas place. It was messy dark and hot. But it was the favorite place for me in Trenton tour. Finally we got home. kasha was sitting in porch, I know she would be unhappy for me that I was still here. She showed me long face. I quickly packaging everything in bag and came to downstair, I asked erik to give me ride to the 95 entrance. He said he may drive me to the rout 1, I said that 's ok. Kasha just watch the computer, serious face, her eyes naver left the screen, some harsh words out of her mouth: Erik , my knowledge is very limit , if I know that, I don't need come here to wast time." When erik hold camera to take photos of me, I could feel her wrath is reach the throat, just ready to break out. What a pitiful woman . Erik just could not be fast , "take one more, " tried several. Finally done. I mentioned to take photo of two together. Kasha sounded didn't hear that , her face faced the computer, getting longer and darker, she wore shorts , when I came in , from her back , I noticed her legs big and short. Life is interting, Kasha is older than Erik 4 years old, with big short legs , and harsh personality to erik and his friends , at least a couchsuffer belong his guest. He resisters on coucjsufing website two years, I am his first couchsuffer. Kasha show me long face , spoke harsh words to her boy friend. I can't imagine they can host other suffers together after they get marriage , same as some couples hosted me. I fact , I have very good feeling if the host is a couple or whole family. In Madeson, when Erin opened the door, I felt really something different from staying at single man's home. Erin gave me the felling " this is home." I am a guest, I share this sweet home . This feeling stringer and clearer. In columbus , a couple with a 2 years old girl a baby boy in mother's belly, I felt so warm so sweet. Home , I love it. I love this stop. But kasha have me a shook. Any kinds women there are must some men love them . Kasha came back at 10pm last night, we ate dinner wait for her, I cook at 9:30 pm , just waited for her. I thought that's too late , I and Erik may eat and keep some for Kasha . But I just follow what Erik told me. If he love kasha , that's good. I just stay one night , even she let me out at midnight. That's ok too. I did sleep on street in new york. That 's God prepare me. Bible said woman is a rib, , I think I am blessed that I know that , I am just a rib, I should not be proud before men, I respect all men as my head.doesn't Matter how old how young. I prayed for Kasha, may she understand who she is , respect her boyfriend. Be blesssd . I me mentioned to take photo of them together. Erick asked lash seravel times , finally she turned around. She stood beside Erick. " you should go to take shower!" she know I am leaving. Just in one two minutes to take a photo of two together. She let him take shower . That because Erik ride bycycle with me, got hot, if erik get messy because he repair her mother 's kichen or cut wood for his father, would she say same words to him? I don't know she is unhappy erik spend time with a woman or just she doesnt like me , or doesnt like Erik host couchsuffer. Last night we wait for her until 10pm for dinner, I cooked and cleaned all things . She even never came to kichen to take a look, not mention gave a hand. I am waiting Erik gave me ride, kasha just hartoe face, watched Erik, asked him that this . I said I walked to the entrance, I hugged erik snd Kasha. And out of the door . This was first time my host has car but don't not drive me to the road. But in know life is besutiful. Doesn't mater what hsppend , life is besutiful . This is what I told my driver who drove me Boston. I am blessed by God, I know that. After confusing and waking and long waiting , I got a ride. He dropped me a place , two big trucks stopped, they go north, oposite directions , a car took me a short distance , another car took me to the subtracncd 95 . Lucky next ride is quick , he droped close the Philidelphia , I asked him to drive to my host address , he refused. He said gasoline is expensive . My next driver told me 5-10 times, the oil getting low,he cant drive me to the adress . I Got information to how I can Arrive at my host address. Bus subway bus.this became a lesson of patience training. The man who works in subway told me wrong no train . I waited hours for 34 . Finally I went to ask a woman in a little booth . She said there is no 34, I may take anyone excels 10 , to 47 street , and then take shuttle bus 34. It was about 8:30 pm when I arrive at Pat 's home. One hour driving distance. I spent 5and half hours. I hurt my arm, the bag mike gave me doesn't work well. It is hard to put it on back ,my left arm get hurt when I tried through the handle . I called Pat in subway , told him I will late. He sounded mornal person. But he is not . He is the most special host until now. Even stayed about 30 couchsfung home. . be " hello" me at 2am while I was sleeping . I was scared, i thought sleeping on street that even better than this . Very hot. No window . Open the roof window .Invite me share bed with him. 5 time whole night. His looking is very skinny ,j even thought he has desease . But he activities look a heathy person. He ride bicycle to work . He ride bycycle a month in western coast. He runs most evening. He speaks slow and voice is special and face is different when he speaks. I was scared, sudently wake up, he said " sorry, I thought you wake up, because I saw you turn over." he is beside me, asked me " if it is too hot,you are welcome to share bed with me. " He came to me at midnight 2am, just invite me one more time to share bed with him. If I am too hot. I think here is too hot , he may exchange place , that 's a very simple solution, another simple solution is to turn the fun a 180 degree. Wind will blow to me. He walked by me several times to bathroom. I don't why he went bathroom so many times. He asked me if I want to go to roof. He has ladder in the Conner. I thought if I go to the roof, he may push me out of building to kill me. This this middle night 2 am , I don't want to go to roof, even I like try new thing, but with this man, i felt too strange, scary. The whole night just this way , from time to time he came to check if I am too hot, if I like to share bed with him. If he is handsome enough , I may like this idea, but the reality is not. I was tired of his bothering, I simply take my sheet to his mattresse and lay down next to him. The Interesting thing is that he did not want sex or touch me, what he wanted me to do is to ask me to watch him. And. He watch me, while he play his toy until it is done , and he suggested me to do same , he watch me. If I do that , I don't want anyone watch me. He said that 's better than sex. My God, His children are really amazing. Finally he is done on his work. Thank God for this peaceful night.