2009年2月6日星期五

108, 我的爱人 my Lover

我被撒旦的箭头穿透 i am pierced by Satan's arrow
已是无可救药 already incurable

我的爱人 my Lover
你的大能象上涨的河流 Your power is like a soaring river
冲走我的伤疤 sweeps my wounds away


我的过去捆绑着我的灵 my past binds my soul
如项上的锁链 as chains on my neck

我的爱人 my Lover
你说 逼迫和饥饿都是你的安排 You say the coercion and hunger are all your arrangements
我当欢喜跳跃 i should be joyful and gambol


我唱诗赞美你 i praise You in hymns
我的歌声击败了围困我的大军 my songs frustrate the battalions besieging me

我的爱人 my Lover
我得胜 是因为我单单仰望你 i triumph because i only look up to You
而非注视我的问题 not watch my questions


有人扯住我的信心 someone pulls my faith
妄想将它滑落到原地 wants it down to the ground

我的爱人 my Lover
我的内心呼求你托住我 my heart cries out You support me
让这重负离开我 let this burden leave me


我与恶者面对面了 i and evil are nose to nose
那抵挡的力量如同黑暗势力 the withstanding force is same as the night

我的爱人 my Lover
你向我显明克服危险的方式 You show me the way to overcome dangers
带我进入你居住的境界 take me into Your realm


从此 我一无挂虑 hence i worry about nothing
只以一颗清洁的心赞美你 only praise You in my heart

我的爱人 my Lover
你的名是我的嘴唇结下的果子 Your name is the fruit from my lips
因你的灵的浇灌 而全然甜蜜 Your spirit pours it totally sweet


突然间 我里面的一切沉寂下来 suddenly inside me is silent
回响着你教导的真理 resounding with Your truth

我的爱人 my Lover
任何苦难临到我 any tribulation which happens to me
都不会比得过你受的罪 is less than Your suffering


你受罪只为了我 Your pain is for the sake of me
你比我更关心我生活的点点滴滴 You care of my minutiae more than i do

我的爱人 my Lover
你在清晨叫我起床 You wake me up in the morning
我眼见你 耳听你 口说你 my eyes see You, my ears hear You, and my mouth speaks You


我的生命在你的手掌中 my life is in Your palm
你是我一切的理由和目的 You are my all reasons and aims

我的爱人 my Lover
我怎敢抱怨撒旦仿制的症状 how dare i complain Satan's symptoms
你已经医治了我 You have healed me


你从死亡中救我出来 You saved me from death
领我在你灵里行走 lead me to walk in Your spirit

我的爱人 my Lover
世上没有权势可以将我夺去 no might in this world can carry me away
除非那是你的旨意 except Your will


那是你 that is You
你不要我死 You didn't let me die

我的爱人 my Lover
我留意听你的声音 attentively i listen to Your voice
你说 我是你这特别奇妙计划的实践者 You say i am the doer for Your special wonderful plan


我顺服我的灵的感动 i obey my spirit's sensation
逃过劫难 得以追寻你的脚踪 dodge calamities, so that i can pursue Your trace

我的爱人 my Lover
我还没来得及祈求 before i begin my inquiry
你早已知道我的需要 You know my wants


我用微声与你交谈 i talk with You in tender voice
你用慈手卸下我的重担 You unload my burden by Your kind hands

我的爱人 my Lover
我无以倚靠他物 i cannot depend on anything else
惟独信你 i trust You alone


我并没有得着恩赐 i didn’t get talent
你却借我彰显你的荣光 but You demonstrate Your glory through me

我的爱人 my Lover
我无法预期你的大作为 i can't predict Your great doings
你成就的一切 超过我的所求所想 Your accomplishments are above my requests and thoughts


我知道我该作的 i know what i should do
就是把自己呈在你的面前 is to present myself before You

我的爱人 my Lover
在你视线下我通体透明 my whole body is transparent under Your sight
你深知我的心思意念 You know my thought and intention


你从里面把我更新 You renew me from the inside
我亲眼目睹我灵的大改变 with my own eyes i see my spirit's about-face


我的爱人 my Lover
我对你的教导没有听错 i didn't mishear Your words
我愿意现在活着象你 i would like now to live as You


我想把我给你 i want to give myself to You
可我没什么可给的 but i have nothing to give

我的爱人 my Lover
你却把你自己给了我 You gave Yourself to me
----你的爱人 ----Your lover

2009年2月3日星期二

109, 爱情啊,快来救我 ah,love,come to save me

爱情啊,快来救我 ah,love,come to save me
我不思茶饭消瘦了容颜 i lost my appetite and emaciated my appearance
爱情啊我只垂涎你的正宴 ah, love, i slobber only your banquet
我无法睡眠彻夜难合眼 i can not sleep through the nights
爱情啊快送来美梦和安寝 ah, love, send me the beautiful dreams
我不能工作思维全乱 I can not work in my disordered thoughts
爱情啊快给我镇定剂使我明辨 ah, love, give me tranquilizer so that I can distinguish

春天小草吐芽我看不到春花 grass bud in spring, i do not see flowers
爱情啊才刚刚调好颜色板 ah, love, just mixed color palette
夏天繁花似锦好花堪折难区分 in summer flowers are luxuriant, it is difficult for me to decide which is the best
爱情啊多姿多彩迷人眼 ah, love, so many colors bewilder my eyes
秋天收获苹果我丢失了整个果园 in autumn is for harvesting apples, but I lost the entire orchard
爱情啊我只要一个苹果尝鲜 ah, love, I want only one apple

冬天已经来临 winter has come
裸露的心冷得打颤 the exposed heart trembles in cold
爱情啊快来救救我 ah,love, save me
给我一块围巾抵御风寒 give me a scarf to resist cold
爱情啊快来救救我 ah,love, save me
给我一粒种子我去种个果园 give me a seed,i will plant a orchard

2009年2月2日星期一

110, 玛丽亚 Maria

玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
你默默地做活 you work dumbly
只有你 only you

没有人注意到你 no one notices you
你粗糙的双手喂饱了玩世不恭的一群人 your coarse hands feed the flock of cynical people


玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
我知道他是谁 i know who he is
那用污言秽语辱没你美名的 that disgraced your name by the filthy speech

你的心如此温柔 your heart is so tender
你以美德编织成他的衣服 you weave your virtues into his clothes


玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
你的臂膀举起如花的女儿 your arms raised up your daughter being like a flower
然后衰弱了 and then became feeble

你的眼睛因经验而敏锐 your eyes are sharp because of experiences
你识破了魔鬼的计谋 you sees through the evil stratagem


玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
听这呼喊:母亲 爱我 listen, this cry: mother, love me
我多么需要你 i need your love so much

我中了撒旦的箭 i was hit by Satan's arrow
我的心在流血 my heart is bleeding


玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
你的爱是缠裹伤口的纱布 your love is the gauze that wraps wound
你有多温柔 就有多坚强 how tender you are, just strong you are

你说 我可以依靠你 you say i can count on you
让我在你的怀里流完所有的眼泪吧 let me drain my all tears in your arms

玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
我看见你的心上的疤痕 i saw a scar on your heart
那形状就象我今天的伤口 the shape is like my today's cut

你说: 这是上帝做工的记号 you say this is the sign of God's work
他把智慧放在了这里 He put wisdom here

玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
这是真的吗?别人的智慧在头脑中 is this real? other people's wisdom is in head
而你的智慧在心里 yours is in heart

是的,这有多奇妙 yes , how wonderful this is
我们是一家人 we are a household


玛丽亚 我的母亲 Maria,my mother
你为什么笑了 why you smile?
笑的那么甜美 your smile is so sweet

哦,我看见我心上的疤痕 O,i saw the scar on my heart
竟与你的相同 is unexpectedly same as yours

我双膝跪在地上:i kneel down on earth
主啊 感谢你 O,Lord, thank you
你让我遗传了我的母亲的心 you let me inherit my mother's heart