2008年7月30日星期三

2,我测量我遭遇的每一次伤痛 i measure every pain i experienced

用我单眼皮的眼睛 whth my eyes of single-edged eyelid
我测量我遭遇的每一次伤痛 i measure every pain i experienced
就象测量一个圣人的笑容 as to measure a saint's smile
它有多重 how much its weight is

我想知道它要纠缠我多长时间 i wonder how long time it will entangle me
那个圣人从来没有告诉我期限that saint never tells me the termination
我感到如此苍老厌倦 i fell so old and tired
一个痛苦能够摧毁十个圣人的教训 one pain can destroy ten saints' teachings

如果我伤害了生命的意义 if i hurt life 's meaning
如果他们活着 我就必须失去你 if they are alive , i have to lose you
是否他们和我一样 拥有一个机会 whether they have a change as i do
可以选择追随你的足迹 to choose to follow your footmarks

我立下恒久的誓言 i swear unvarying oath
它的热量比圣人的手更温暖 its heat is warmer than saint' hands
太阳只不过是模仿我的光线 the sun is only a copy of my light beam
没人怕你说这故事不曾听见 no one worries you would say this story is not ever heard

如果岁月已经堆成堆 if years and months have been piles
几千次几万次 不管你伤害了谁 thounsands and myriads times , despite whom you hurt
如果你能够感受痛悔 if you can fell regret
请给他们一些安慰 give them some comfort

我的痛苦是一盘寂静的菜 my pain is a silent dish
用圣人的白衣做个遮盖 cover with saint's white clothes
为了我的单眼皮眼睛的青睐 in order to the favour of my eyes of single-edged eyelid
给点启迪 寻找绝对的爱 speak a little bit of edification to look for absolute love

有人告诉我许多事伤了他的心 someone tells me many things hurt his heart
每一件都有合理的原因 every one has its enough reasons
其中一件我最清楚 那是祸根 i know clearly one of them , that is curse
他的眼睛里有一个钉子 钉得很深 his eyes have a nail , very deep

我不是那个圣人 所以我感到寒冷 i am not that saint, so i fell cold
他们把这叫做一盏绝望的灯 they call this a despairing lamp
如果我天生不是一盏省油的灯 if i am not constitutionally a oil-saving lamp
别让我住在空气中 don't let me live in air

虽然我总是不明白你的笑 although i don't understand your smile
我也只好测一测它的奥妙 i have to measure its secret
深即浅 浅即深 这并非螺旋的圈套 deep is low, low is deep, this is not a whorl trap
你是那位诗人小号 i am that poet Wills

诗歌成为时尚 这有个秘密 poetry become a fad , this is a mystery
就象解放军穿的迷彩衣 same as military camouflage color suits
它让远红外线侦破技术一败涂地 bite the ground the deterctive technique of far infrared ray
因为诗即我 我即上帝 because poetry is I, I am God

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